So I'm not weighing this week. It has been one of those weeks. You know!?
Where you just want to lay in bed and not go to classes. ( I promise I have been to every class but one because I accidentally slept through it)
Where you want to spend time with your significant other more then ever. ( Stupid long distance)
Where you want to go home and sleep in your own bed and have family time. And puppy loving.
Where you put others before yourself.
This week has been up and down week for sure. March is not my month for sure. A year ago in March is when my life came crumbling down in my opinion. I was first on a break from my ex boyfriend at the time. We got back together on our 5 month. Then 2 weeks and a day later on the 27th we broke up. My heart was shattered. To me I was depressed and on the verge of ending my life. To me nothing else mattered.
Then God reminded me of something he said to me "my beautiful daughter there is someone out there better for you. There is someone who will love you for you. Who will love your family. " God told me a lot that day. And I am so glad I was "saved" that day.
Now this March is so much better then last. But I'm still scared and afraid the shoe will drop. But God is taking care of me day by day with it. I also have an amazing boyfriend who encourages me daily and has helped me leaps and bounds through this awful month. And the best part of all of this is this my anniversary date is on the 27th of every month. I just noticed this and it is def God moment saying see I'm taking care of you daughter. Haha.
So starting today I'm back on track even though I had a few pieces of fun size chocolate candy. I'm starting back with my monthly abs and tonight I'm starting Jillian Michaels 30 day shred.
I love link up so much because y'all's encouragement and everything. I write on everyone's posts because I love seeing y'all's progress. I love cheering on you when it is great. I love encouraging y'all when it is not a good week. I pray for every single one of you ladies. I just want to let you all know that!!
There are many reasons why I'm losing this weight and I will be discussing that tomorrow!!
Love and God Bless,