Thoughts Coming to Me

1. Why am I sick
2. This sucks
3.  I am so ready for bedtime
4. I cant take my meds for awhile
5. Friday was awesome
6. Lauren Adam is pretty awesome
7. i hope I can sleep tonight
8. I didnt sleep until 4 this morning
9. i have class tomorrow
10. least it is only 2
11. i have to meet with my bio professor
12. i need to do good on that test
13. i got a C on the first one
14. oh yeah i have a night class 
15. i always forget that one
16. i miss my best friends at home
17. Rachel and josiah 
18. i love my friends here at HC
19. i am so glad I'm here
20. guys are confusing
21. i cant wait to be home
22. i just need a hug 
23. water is good
24. i am about to kill my throat
25. it is killing me
26. so is my nose
27. mary is in DC i am so jealous
28. i want to be there so bad
29. i want to go back so badly
30. i am going home this weekend
31. see emily in high school musical
32. and for winter retreat 
33. i need some quite time with God
34. will do that tomorrow
35. ok that's it for now people. 
36. have a great/blessed day! :)

Valentine's Day

Tomorrow is Valentine's Day. Instead of me complaining about how I don't have a boyfriend for the 21st year of my life and never had one in my life.

I was reminded of a text my best guy friend sent me awhile ago.Sidenote: HEY JOSIAH MARTIN ERWIN!!haha

I was complaining to him about this.I feel like sometimes I won't be able to relate to my future kids. Sorry kids Mommy never dated anyone in middle or high school or maybe even college . He then said to me no they will respect you because you waited for that special someone.

The more I thought about what he said. It made sense. I have not wasted myself like some people in this world. I have not yet given away anything to someone yet. I hope to say maybe the only guy that I give everything to is my future husband.

That will be something really special to say to my kids. Yes it took forever, but mommy wanted to make sure that daddy was the one to rescue her. That she did not have kiss a lot of frogs to get her prince. Her prince was her one and only.

That's it for now.. :)   Thanks for reading.

Tomorrow

Tomorrow is going to be a rough. Saying goodbye to someone is always hard. Even  when you think there is always tomorrow. Even though I did not have the best high school experience there is always the people that touch your heart. One of those guys is Taylor Crane.

My class and I lost another great, sweet, young man last weekend unexpectedly. He was one of sweetest, kindest, guys I have ever known.      

 He would always wave to me if I saw him in the neighborhood driving around since we basically lived around the corner from one another.

His death makes me realize all the stuff he and Zack ( he died senior year)  won't get to do ever in life.  Like for example have a wife, kids, and for Taylor not see his two little sisters graduate from high school, college. See them get married and have kids.

We take life so much for granted and we are never promised another day. God does not promise that you will live to see these things. You are lucky if you do. I hope that I am that lucky that I get to experience these things stated above.

Just always remember Jeremiah 29: 11
¹¹ For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future



We don't know why Taylor and Zack were taken from us so early. Only God knows and there is a reason behind it. That is what is getting through this time. I know it is hard OMHS class of 2008, we will get through this tough time. I love y'all so much even though I disliked high school so much.

See y'all tomorrow!!

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

A Time for Everything

 ¹ There is a time for everything,
   and a season for every activity under the heavens:  ² a time to be born and a time to die,
   a time to plant and a time to uproot,
 ³ a time to kill and a time to heal,
   a time to tear down and a time to build,
 ⁴ a time to weep and a time to laugh,
   a time to mourn and a time to dance,
 ⁵ a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
   a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,
 ⁶ a time to search and a time to give up,
   a time to keep and a time to throw away,
 ⁷ a time to tear and a time to mend,
   a time to be silent and a time to speak,
 ⁸ a time to love and a time to hate,
   a time for war and a time for peace.

#101

Grades from last semester are the best they have ever been!!! :)


 3.0 too!!! :)  I worked my behind off for them and so proud of them. I am also trying to get As and Bs this semester as well. I know I can do it!! :)

# 25

# 25 Give Blood.

I gave blood awhile ago. Even though it scared me to death because

A. I am not big fan of needles
B. Sometimes seeing my own blood makes me pale
C. All of the above

Here is some evidence that I actually did it!! :)