This is going to be a very serious post just to warn y'all.
2012 and 2006-08 are years that will always stick out in my mind. Those 3 years are the years I almost killed myself.
Hence the word almost.
Those years I was the lowest of lows. 2012 was when I thought the love of my life broke my heart. However he wasn't. And now I do have the best boyfriend JBK.
Then in 2006-08 were the years where I had rumors and lies spread about me every time I entered school.
I am so glad I didn't. I have amazing friends now that support and love me for who I am, I have a better relationship with my family then I have in years, I have an amazing boyfriend who loves me, and so much more. I am also on a path to make a more healthier me as well. I can't wait to wake up in the morning. I also have an amazing God who loves me unconditionally.
Sure I still have my days, but I know it will all be ok.
If you or someone you know every feels like that you can't go on please get help.
Suicide Prevention Hotline
When things are shitty or you're just not feeling anything, it's nearly impossible to think that there's another side, a happier side that we should focus on. Being in that dark place is really hard, but I'm so glad you were able to pull out of it.
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