Sunday, March 31, 2013

Coffee and Convos Week 4

Linking up with my lovely Ladies!! :)

 

What are you currently struggling or grappling with in your life?

Oh wow. Loaded question much. Haha. Just kidding

But Really.......

Physically I'm struggling with my weight. As I have said on here I have been overweight since I was 11. I have been on and off since then. It is a daily struggle with food. I'm an emotional eater. When I'm depressed or anxious I eat. When I'm on that TOM I eat. When I am happy I watch what I eat most of the time. So starting today I am starting over. The goal is to lose at least 5 lbs a month. So by the end of this year I will be in the 100s!! :) There are many reasons for it. I will get to that sometime later this week!!


Emotionally I'm dealing with quite a few things. First off I only have 3 weeks of classes then a week of finals. Then I'm done with undergrad. Umm.. What excuse me!? Where did these last 5 years go.
I'm about to grow up. That's scares me so much. I know I can do it, but I am so nervous.

I'm also hate you can probably relate to this Kalyn being long distance. Not seeing JBK for 3 weeks is no fun. I knew going into it wouldn't be a bed of roses but Lord help me these few weeks have been extra bad for some reason. Least summer is coming up so I will get to see him more.

I am also struggling friends wise. Yes I know I have some amazing friends here at school and here in blog land and at home. Sometimes I feel like I take y'all in blog land for granted. I want to be closer to y'all but I'm scared because I have been hurt so much by girls. So if it seems like I'm pulling away please please bring me back!!

Love y'all and I hope y'all had a an amazing Easter!!!! :)

9 comments:

  1. Yo. I'm home this week, so we should have a lunch date. :)

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  2. It's great that you recognize the issues with your weight. So many people leave this area of their life unchecked. I have just started working out and watching what I eat as well. I pray you are successful in your weight loss. Congrats on finishing school. You got this.

    Sophia
    twentyfiveseasons.com

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  3. The first step to overcoming any struggle is to be able to identify it! You've already taken the biggest step in the right direction :) It's not terribly scary to grow up ;) Life after undergrad can be every bit as amazing as your time in college! I'll be praying for you sweet friend on all you've mentioned.

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  4. I am so thankful for you! Thanks for sharing your heart with us today :) I can totally relate with this post. Even though we havent met yet I am always here for you friend! Cant wait for the next blate :)

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    1. I am so thankful for you too!! I can't wait to meet you because I feel like we will not want to be split up. Haha. :) thanks. I am here for you too!!

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  5. Thank you for sharing this post and for being so honest. i just found your blog and I love it! Can't wait to get to know you better through your blog!!

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    1. Aw your welcome. I try to be honest with who I am. All of my posts are heartfelt and what I am feeling. So there is no bull crap. Haha

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